Gunna be rollin’ tonite with the LoCC’z
I honestly admit that I want a fairytale relationship. Everyone knows it doesn’t exist. Everyone says that there will be no one that confidently committed to that desire. They would say I’m too much and selfish to think of such a thing. If I have that standard no one would to stay with me. I’m officially alone because no one can put up with my uneasiness. I see the signs every where and I heard them in the back of my head. I knew something so good could never last for me, ever. I know I might sound like a helpless brat who asks for too much… But if your were in my place, my shoes, my experiences and situations… Just asking for one person in your life and ended up with so many that never had any significance towards your life is not too much to ask for, esp. for a ride or die chick. Next relationship… all I’m asking for is a FOREVER thing, 1 life for that 1 love. Since I’m back to square one now, everything is a bore probably go back to stogs. I don’t know, I’ll let life do its thing. I’m not emo I’m just used to these types of things. Its so hard for me to understand that the world keeps trying to tell me that no one is compatible with me due to the signs I see in life. The re-occurrence is so obvious why don’t I just quit?
This concludes that promises ARE meant to be broken as I have told everyone.