April 2010
For a call…. maybe a message? Danny said he would calll me last night, but fuck it.
Who wants to join me to get stress free manicures?
Acrylic nails with gel and 3d nail art + colored tips. FUNFUNFUN
Whenever a girl texts a guy first, that’s like a good ass feeling for us. Knowing that the girl isn’t afraid of being “clingy”. Or afraid of being annoying. Clingy is cute obsessive isn’t.
Josh Thats Effin Brilliant ! TRUE .
dang.now we know lol
#1 i’m tired of people walking in&out of my life.
#2 i’m tired of chasing those who walked out
#3 i’m tired of feeling like i’m the only one who cares.
#4 i’m tired of realizing that i’m the only one who looks back on the memories.
#5 i’m tired of seeing pictures of you and your friend,knowing that months ago that was me and you.
I know how it feels, I’m tired too :[
Danny and I worked things out <3 He knew he couldn’t leave me and I couldn’t leave him. I felt so torn without him.
Fuck my ex and my ex’s ex. they’re both dumb and have no life whatsoever. they’re older than me, but I feel like I’m taking care of little babies.
Danny can’t compete with any other guys out there. He has so much integerity. He’s so honest with me and loves me. He wants to share something special with me. We’re not together yet, but we’re waiting for the right time. He calls me every afternoon from juve and like he just makes me feel good and i feel like i’m myself around him because he’s like a friend to me. He’s getting out in 2 weeks and I can’t be any happier for me and him. What I like is that we’re both crazy, about each other and in general. I want to introduce him to all of my friends, he even mentioned he wanted to meet my parents. CRAZY ASS. Haha. Sucks he doesn’t wanna do drugs anymore because i was looking forward to it with him, but oh well he can take care of me <3 We talk about so many things and like he’s so mature because he tells me things straight up and not bs me. Now that me and Danny are coo, I can finally sleep! Through all of the bs from my ex and everyone else, you help me pull through and I feel like I don’t have anything to worry about, but us<3 Thanks babez !
I’m going to be depressed for the longest time around.
danny told me not to talk to him anymore and it was just too much.
I’m so heart broken i waited 2 months and like I got nothing.
Cameron stayed on the phone with me because he was fucked up and listened to me snore all night long. woo hoo!
My ex, trevor, woke my ass up at 8 in the morning and asked me what r you doing up so early. obviously he woke me up… T_T
…and he bothered me even more for the rest of the day, which is not normal.
Then my grandparents came to visit! Brought me some food, mmmm.
I took a nice nap and talked on the phone with Cameron because we always have something to talk about for some reason, haha :]
Then Danny msged me… I guess he was tired of calling; its whatever, i don’t even know what goes through his mind anymore, whenever he comes home for home visits he doesn’t bother to kick it with me and like he even admits its his fault. he didn’t fuckin return my calls either.. & like what bothered me most is that he said “once I get out imma give you all the time in the world”. Well how can I be sure? I’m waiting ever so patiently for you so we can start a relationship. It better be worth the wait.
After, my godfather who I haven’t seen in so long came by to pick up this fatass tv my dad has cuz my place doesnt have room for it anymore. My dad has been getting rid of a lot of things. He’s been painting the house also I can’t until its finished :]
Then my family and the neighbor’s family went out to eat because they were nice enough to help my dad remodel the house and they didn’t want to accept any form of many. Such nice neighbors huh? The food was good, I’m a sucker for crawfish!
Came home and almost had a food coma… Waited for my stepmom to come home so I can buy some stuff at walgreens. I purchased: olay moisturizer and tousle me softly mousse by herbal essence because Mimi recommended it!
And the whole day….. I was thinking about when I was gunna drop this pill. It had such good reviews. damn.
My ex (as shown on the title) should stop txting me.
You’re so annoying GUAH! and you broke up with me so stop talking to me already!
If I miss you or not… You make the attempt to call me, but I still don’t feel appreciated. This is the longest period of time I’ve ever talked to a guy. I like the feeling of it. I’ve only seen him once, but we talk like everyday since he’s locked up. I’m not feeling the “love”, but I do have feelings for him.