March 2010
Last night
went to the coffee shoppe with Nam and like HELLA cops wtf, theyre were like on our ass the whole night hahaha. geez T_T;
but we had fun hanging out! thats all that mattered hahaha
I need to stop getting into trouble. I already smoked in front of my dad, and he knows he can’t do shit about it. Oh well he smokes too. I was sad and drunk when i was smoking so i don’t know what was going through my mind. There was also an earthquake at that time too and i fell out of my chair
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my plans got canceled fml. fuck my dad
im like locked up in this house.
im crazy
but im the only person who accepts myself for it.
no one understands me and my mental disorders
everyone thinks its so easy to just be emtionally okay just after a few minutes. no one fuckin understands me.
this is how i loose my friends, my family and the guy i wanted to fall in love with
fuck my dad
i told him i was gunna stay at john’s party. he took my fuckin phone. i fuckin couldnt pick up his calls because i dropped my phone. im fuckin drunk. i didnt wanna fucken argue, my dad is stupid ass. i cant even have filipino friends anymore because of my dad. and then he mentioned my misdimeanor. Its makes me want to do it again or maybe even somethin worst because hes just being a faggot....
OMG
so there was this cutie that came to my presentation. I can’t believe he still noticed me from DunkXchange a year ago! and he complimented my kicks. AWESOME :]
I love my kicks, fuck makeup. I cant still get a guy’s attention without it, with PROOF :]
Plans for the end of the week!
Friday: Open house @ CCOC for Design Show room in Interior Design. COME LOOK AT MY PROJECT ROOM!
Saturday: Girl’s hangout @ Holly’s. Going to be painting nails, doing hairstyles and complete makeovers <3
Sunday: JANIELYN’S BABY SHOWER! I got the right present :]
i cant stop crying everyday, every night, i wish i could go back, but i can’t. back when i felt loved…. and happy on the inside.
everyday i feel the temptation to hurt myself. i’ve stopped long enough, i dont want to go back.
im emotionally disturbed with my feelings. Meaning i have emotional disorders… but really my heart is tender n soft, but no one really cares about...
Goals
buy bunny stuff
buy bed stuff
Stay in a steady relationship with Danny Nguyen<3
take more walks
clean my room more often
go to recovery for ALG 1 (2 units)
go to get application done for Mission College
take the placement test for Mission College
buy a nikon d90
buy a laptop for school
be sober for spring break :O
buy theatre curtains(white)
buy a projector
buy nintendo dsi w/...
Diary of a Wimpy Kid
so i have a book from “Diary of a Wimpy Kid” and its a fill in one so i get to have my own diary of myself, the wimpy kid! sooo i can’t wait till the movie comes out hahaha
im so silly <3
gosh
i feel hella sick.
i have a book to read.
catch up on hw.
new teacher.
phone is whack, touch screen is useless and it wont charge.
my future boyfriend is locked up.
i have a $250 charge on my misdimeanor
i need a steady job.
i want to loose weight
i dont know if my dream job is realistic
i need to sign up for college like right now
im probably going to have a probation officer soon
my...
ELC conference
It was so much fun! I met new people and we all had a great time working together and collaberating our ideas to make a business plan. It was one of the best things in my high school years. I wish i could go back to it… it was awesome!
