1. 3 piercings on my tongue.
2. Unkles or Shy Pinks Nike SB
3. PIMP Cup (& cane, hehe)!
4. Organic Makeup (no bare escuentals!!! I have allergic reaction to them)
5. Bra (I’m a 36DD, so get my size)
6. Light Blue colored contacts
7. iPhone (daddy is going to buy it (:)
8. Patent leather bag
9. Cute handmade cards w/ balloons (:
10. Cute bed sheets (pink OR satin)
11. Gold jewlery & chains (does NOT have to be real)
12. False Lashes
13. DKNY Be Delicious (Fragrance)
15. Brass knuckles (& a glock, hehe)
17. Hello Kitty (meow~)
18. Louis Vuitton x Takashi Murakami***** ! (its so orgasmic)
19. Games for PS3 (:
20. WoW ;)
21. Evisu mini skirt
I know it seems like a princess list, but I can dream right? HAHAHA
I finally get to have a break from this sickness. I think I have swine flu, HAHAHA. JK. Well, I’m going back to school tomorrow. Yippee.. I did all my homework except for math. SOOO, I’ll just ask for help. Playing private server MS again. Woot~ Forte MS!
Every night I can’t sleep well. I always get nightmares no matter the length of my sleep. I try listening to music before I sleep and calling people too. Sadly its one of the symptoms of my bipolar stress/anxiety disorder. Gosh, I wish I didn’t have nightmares. It would help me a lot easier. Eversince I took these pills from the doctor to help my mental stability of my disorder I’ve been getting the nightmares. My parent doesnt really care as much to take me to the doctor unless I insist it… Sigh~ So what is a girl to do?! How am I supposed to go to school when I wake up in the middle of the night and feeling horrible? Hopefully though time, it’ll stop. Or maybe buy a big dream catcher… If I could find one.
Seriously, why do bad things happen to me like i put up with so much shit in my life.
Someone really pissed me off and now I’m going to fuck him up. He hurt me like i was just trash and threw me around like i was one. Well you know what I’m going to show him w’sup and what he’s been missing. I’ll show the world, I’ll show this whole fucking world what I could be made out of; nothing will fucking stop me. I will get him back. I don’t give a shit anymore. I’m going to live my life without expectations from now on. I don’t care at all, I won’t be a coward and just kill myself on the spot… I’m going to make myself suffer and give it my all. I’ll fuckin show this world how I’m made. I will fucking kill you if you stand in my way. I have such a dangerous mind, I don’t care what happens. I still respect people and I’m going to respect myself so I’m not going to let people fuck me over like that. I can’t tolerate it any longer. Fuck you! Fuck your girl! You both should burn for all I care, Ill show you how much burns inside me. I will…