Kimmi Nguyen. Single. '93. 5'5".||
Interior Design student||
I'm a shopaholic: Selvage&Double stitched Denim, Designer shades, Overpriced pocketbooks, Gold Jewlery, Streetwear steez, & sneakers. Nails did & high end makeup.
I refuse to take all those mental illness medications I should have been taking years ago.
Thinking that I would be more tolerable of life if I wear to break again.
Life only becomes harder and harder. Maybe I should reconsider on it again. My mind feel so clustered with negative thoughts it’s crushing my physical health and reoccurring pain in my head and stomach.
I just want it all to stop. I always have something to stress about or get worked up about. Since no one understands I might as well get help and have them prescribed to me.
I’ve taken them before but I felt like I couldn’t have special feelings, I felt mute about my feelings. I had absolutely no emotions. Like love didn’t exist.
To cope with everything I use music and writing as an outlet.
I just want to be normal. Why?
I’m so fucking stubborn.
When you never want to be in a relationship again or question if the people you were with were real relationships.